Friday, December 19, 2008

Terrible

I am just having the worst fucking time right now. Everything is just so bleek and hopeless. I honestly don't know what the hell is going to happen. I can't even imagine how things could possibly improve without divine intervention. But I won't bore you with the details. I'm probably just being a whiny little bitch. Just finding it difficult to see the silver lining in this.
My mood has this nasty habit of going from high and bright during the day and plummeting down the dark abyss at night. Maybe it's depression; maybe it's just me being a baby.

But seriously, I can count the things that I'm happy about on one hand.
1. My friends...
2. My intelligence...
3. My health...
4. Watching movies...

That's about it... and they're all fading.

I am so over winter. This is my fucking December...
Can't wait until Springtime for David...

Blah I'm just being a crybaby. No poem. Good night.

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